Author: Badar Abbas

Why I considered my grandfather to be Jesus Christ

The admission that I considered my grandfather to be Jesus Christ (PBUH) was perhaps my biggest statement. I came upon the conclusion rather suddenly and remained extremely secretive about it. I did not express it from my mouth until I got admitted in hospital. Firstly I expressed this opinion to my father in August 2005.

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Three Hallucinations

These are the three visual hallucinations that I experienced in 2009. Visual hallucinations are one of the main symptoms of schizophrenia. They were the main cause of the second psychotic phase. I don’t have any religious/political agenda. I just want to explain how I came from rational thinking to delusional thinking. I don’t have two

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Why am I blogging

According to English psychiatrist Anthony Storr, “Schizophrenics are probably the most isolated people in the world. They are also quite remarkably alike.” This blog is an attempt to break that rather self imposed shell. Schizophrenia is a severe mental illness. It affects a person’s behavior, emotions and thinking in an unprecedented way. It is characterized

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